My exact sentiments

Because I love you

I always wondered
With total exactness
The moment I realised it had to be you
And me
Together
Forever

Was it the first time I saw you smile
The way your eyes glistened
And you threw your head back
And showed me your pearly whites.

Naah it couldn't be!

Maybe it was the moment
I first heard you laugh
It rung like the church bells on Christmas morning
Summoning me to morning mass

But naah it couldn't be!

It was way before that....
When God was planning the story of my life.
He told me about you.
My chocolate cream soldier.

He told me how you love to laugh
And be silly
And love
And care
And be passionate.
He put a piece of you in me.

I loved you when he was making me
And when I finally met you.
It all made sense.

I had no plans for us
'Cept to love you
Till I wither away
And to love you from the other world
Cos this is the only love I know....

N.K.N 14.02.15
Dedicated to my husband,  my homey,  my lover, my friend!

Nothing

You have hopes and expectations and then all of a sudden,  within a twinkle of an eye, there is nothing to look forward to again!

Nothing to plan for.

Nothing to live for.

Nothing!

You are thrown into a world of nothingness.

Plain empty nothing!

Nothing at all.

Empty

Zero

Zilch.

At best, you start over.

At worst, you stay empty.